It still hurts
One year ago, I would be celebrating April Fools’ Day,
the only day in the year when you can prank without receiving any punishment for it
However, last year, it wasn’t a celebration, it was the start of period of grief, pain and tears. 01-04-2020 was the day when I lost my best friend, my sister I never had, my soulmate.
Ellen,
Until this day, I’m still wondering Why? Why? Why? but as I know you, you had your reasons, strong reasons, and I will never judge you because of that.
I hope you found peace where ever you are and that you’re happy. That’s the most important part for me, that you found what you were looking for.
Nevertheless, I still think about you every day because you were and are still
the most incredible person I have ever met .
XXX
Your swimming mate,
Dylan